Sometmes it's hard to know . . .

Not an easy day.The CT scan shows 2 masses in the liver, each almost 3 cm large. Almost certainy metastisized breast cancer.

I went from stage 2 to stage 4 quick as you please.

But of course nothing is changed, it was always there we just did not know it. Now my chemo will begin a week later, and probably go longer. I will be infused once a week for 3 weeks then have one off. They'll test me plenty to make sure it's working, but I'll ever be completly cured, altho I might go into remision for many years.

That's okay, we're all terminal, I'll just carry a deeper awareness closer to the surface.

We're hoping to get a PET scan and Liver biopsy. Will let you know how it works out.

This is hard news to accept and internalize, but I maintain my belief that the rest of my life will hold much more joy than pain, more love than fear, and more blessings than imaginable.

Love you all and thanks for the prayers and support.

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